Rather Miss You...

me : i know i shouldn't write you
i know i shouldn't call you again
i know i should have been over you
i know everything i should do...
but tonight...i can not help it
i don't know what to do
except to write you this
to call and talk to you...
i miss him so much
but probably i just miss you
if you were here
i don't think i miss him
.................................
yes, i think it is...
i miss you
missing you is
more bearable than
missing him,
he who doesn't
even know that i miss him
.................................
so i rather miss you...
even if it's forbidden
i
miss
you
.
.
.
period